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Trauma & PTSD Recovery Stories

Our understanding of trauma and post-traumatic stress disorder is evolving and changing; daily, it seems. One of the most important things we do here at Recovery Diaries is challenge archaic beliefs about mental health, diagnoses, and stigma. It was once very commonly believed that the only people who lived with PTSD (before there was even a name for it) were combat veterans returning from war. However, we now know so, so much more, and our understanding of trauma and how it impacts, changes, and reorganizes the brain is nuanced and expansive. For instance, we now know that non-combat/deployed veterans have higher rates of PTSD diagnoses than combat veterans. We also know that anybody can be diagnosed with PTSD (a mental health condition whereby a human being impacted by a traumatic event and experiences symptoms such as nightmares, flashbacks and severe anxiety), or its “cousin”, CPTSD (similar symptoms to PTSD, but the result of chronic, prolonged exposure to traumatic events or situations).

In our essays, documentary films, and podcast episodes featuring individuals who live with PTSD or CPTSD, we introduce you to a police officer who copes with his past trauma through the tango, psychiatric inpatient hospital workers who live, breathe, and experience trauma day in and day out exploring creativity and healing through theatre, gunshot survivors uniting together to unpack their trauma, a mental health advocate who survived abuse and cancer; and many, many more indomitable human beings.

Acting like the quicksand we all feared from 80’s movies growing up, PTSD threatens to grab hold of our legs and suck us deep, down into a hole that transports us right back to the time of our trauma, convincing us that we are not safe, that we are back in a dangerous, vulnerable time and that we are going to be hurt no matter what we say or do; but it’s essays, films, and podcast episodes like the ones we have here for you that remind us that we are safe, we are whole, we are healing.

Dubious of Disclosure: Delving into my Depression

Dubious of Disclosure: Delving into my Depression

Disclosing depression may seem easy. After all, scarcely a day goes by when this celebrity or that one “comes out” as living with depression, or anxiety (two of the socially “acceptable” mental health diagnoses) but, for many people, talking openly about their mental health challenges, whatever those are, isn’t easy; it can be excruciating, and the very thought of being out in the open as someone living with mental illness can be incredibly, well, anxiety-provoking. Miriam Beigelman doesn’t take coming forward lightly, and she talks about this in her brave essay.

Breaking Like Glass: A Story of Complex Trauma and Healing

Breaking Like Glass: A Story of Complex Trauma and Healing

This mental health recovery story focuses on Kiersten, who lives with C-PTSD. Her journey has been one around managing her patterns of activation and learning mechanisms to help her cope with hypervigilance and trauma response. Read more to learn about her journey with mental health and healing.

Losing Her Saved Me: How I Healed From Trauma

Losing Her Saved Me: How I Healed From Trauma

This mental health recovery story focuses on Amanda’s journey with OCD, Anorexia, Complex PTSD, trauma and grooming. Amanda had to cut off her mother in order to heal. Read to learn more about how Amanda learned to ask for help and recover from trauma.

We’ll Leave The Gaslight on For You

We’ll Leave The Gaslight on For You

This mental health recovery story focuses on Lindsey’s journey through abuse and childhood trauma, gaslighting, and hospitalizations, where Lindsey learned to trust her intuition and find practices around caring for herself. Read more in this mental health essay!

First Responder Mental Health: When the Helpers Need Help, Who You Gonna Call?

First Responder Mental Health: When the Helpers Need Help, Who You Gonna Call?

Michelle Monzo is a hero’s hero. Her work is her passion, and her passion is her work. She is trains police and other criminal justice and public safety personnel in mental health crisis intervention techniques. in addition to her crisis intervention education efforts, she creates safe spaces for first responders to be vulnerable when they are feeling they need mental health support.

Sailing for Life and Surviving PTSD

Sailing for Life and Surviving PTSD

Hell or High Seas follows veteran Navy rescue swimmer Taylor Greiger and friend Stephen O’Shea on the sailing adventure of a lifetime to prove that Taylor is stronger than his PTSD diagnosis.

Cumulative PTSD for a Police Officer After 9/11

Cumulative PTSD for a Police Officer After 9/11

This video features Officer Ron Griffith, formerly of the NYPD. After 9/11, Ron’s personality shifted. He became a controlling, angry person. He says he wasn’t aware of this change until his family left him, and all he was left with cumulative PTSD.

Disclosure

Disclosure

Disclosure is about feeling safe enough to find a kinder voice for ourselves. Every time I share my experiences in safe spaces I feel truer to myself.

Things Blur

Things Blur

“Things Blur” is a story about a break from reality. Due to PTSD (among other things), I had what was later described to me as a manic episode.

Mental Health > Art

Mental Health > Art

Is art more important than mental health? Laura Farrell shares her own mental health art and says that mental wellness is more important than creating art.